My work makes me cry. I try to work hard. It’s been 4 years that I am working hard in this company. I am their only programmer. Well right now, we got a newly under 3 months programmer. So the company got 2 programmers now.
For the four years, I got no Christmas bonus. I know the bonus is not required. But I felt like taken for granted. All of my previous employers gave me bonus. And my current employer won’t. My current employers are like my friends. I care for them. What an irony!
The pressure is killing me. I need to finish this project ASAP. I’m so tired. Today is holiday. But I’m here at the office. I would be working too on this coming Sunday. I got a fix salary, meaning no less when I’m late or absent. And I got no OT pay too!
Why the hell am I in this company? This company is very near home. And finally, I can’t leave them. They said they still can’t make it without me.
I hope to get a Christmas bonus this December. It’s not about the money. I would like to feel important to them, and not taken for granted.