I’m getting those rashes on my cheeks.
This is my stress level:
rashes on arms – normal (stressed by still okay, that’s my life)
rashes on cheeks – too stressed (alarming)
I am stressed because of so many reasons. I learned to hate my work. I don’t know when would I love my work again. I hate how my husband treats me. He is lucky his parents live with us, or I won’t be able to take the pressure regarding his attitude. I know I am so lucky on my life. I can feel that I have luck on career and money, even though I’m not just too lucky like others.
I hope my husband would learn how to treat me as a wife, regarding decision-making at home. I hope my employer would realize how important I am on their company. Wouldn’t I be an important employee if I am the only programmer they got among their employees? Well, they got two regular employees.
I need to pamper myself. I just gave a little pampering yesterday. For more than 12 months, I had never enjoyed dining out alone. My dinner cost 158 Pesos on Tropical Hut. I pigged out on their rice with 1 pc. burger steak and 3 pcs. lumpiang shanghai, 1 large Mug Rootbeer softdrinks, 1 fruit salad and 1 regular french fries.
I was really in a bad mood yesterday morning. But after the dinner, I went home smiling :p