My MUs
MU = Mutual Understanding. A love between two people, with no said words about love, no official love relationships between the two people.
I think I had been involved in four MUs in the past. If I am smart enough like now, I would tell straight and ask the guy if he loves me. I think I had once asked a guy if he loves me. He said that he’s love to me is only friendship. But I later found out that he’s not ready for a serious relationship.
Why am I posting such topic on my blog at this very moment? I also don’t know why. It just pop out from my mind.
Some of my MUs, I really love them so much. I cried hard when it didn’t become “us”. There are times that it’s my fault. But I’m so innocent and I don’t know what to do. But it’s the guys’ fault too.
I am sometimes searching on Facebook… a guy whom I met, who always helps me with my computer stuff. He’s a handy man. He’s older than me 4 to 8 years of age, I forgot hahaha… But after several tries of searching, I failed. Until now, I still try to search for him.
I guess you won’t really forget someone you had loved before. While searching, I felt excited. And after realizing that he’s not (or maybe is not using his name on the Internet) I felt so lonely.
Wait, I have a husband, and a baby! I think I’m just so excited to know how he’s doing.
To all my friends who would ask who the guy is, you don’t know him =) Of my four MUs, he’s the only one who is not my officemate. But he’s my most loved one. We had even dated twice. But I think he later felt that I’m too young for him. He’s so busy with his business too.
