I am very depress. I hate everything right now. Christmas? I try to be good to others. I try to help the people who needs help. But really, who cares when I need help.
I felt so alone. What’s wrong? Everything is a misunderstanding. But there’s someone who triggered it all. And that someone is not really a valid reason to affect our husband and wife relationship. Don’t get me wrong. There is no third party involve in the love affair.
Now, little things with relation to that person makes me angry so much. I guess I am on the peak. And with just little things, I get angry instant.
It’s been 7 years of me giving everything. I don’t know when I would last with this kind of life.